Question by Nikkkkkk xo.: i write this for my dad, what do you think? (i’m on 13, go easy please)?
You “addiction” be getting better,
that makes me smile,& no longer frown,
but the amount of times you said youd quit,
& the times youv let me down.
I’ll beleive it when i see it dad,
im now old enough to say,
cos i’m 13 now,
and you still dont know how,
much i’m scared everynight,
so i pray, ;
i pray you dont get hurt,
while your out there on the street,
i pray they look after you
(the people that you meet)
i pray god see’s my fear,
and makes you come out of that place,
i pray i’ll suddenly get a call,
& you’ll let me know your safe.
I pray That my wish come’s true,
and werever you are,
no matter what you always know, i’ll love you.
i’m not the best beleiver,
in god, you say he’s fake.
But sometimes everyone needs someone,
to ask for help, before there heart’s about to break.
i miss you daddy,
so so much.
& i always used to wish
you’d get in touch.
& while im layed in bed,
all tucked in and snug,
i’d wish you’d come & kiss me goodnight,
and give me a massive hug.
but now iv coped by myself,
you’v left it too too long.
and i’d like to thank you, sort of.
you’ve only made me strong.
dont think that i dont love you,
because i really really do,
dont think that i dont want you,
because you do not have a clue,
just know that i dont need you,
because you made me learn i dont,
dont think ill let you back into my life,
because i deffonatly wont.    Read more...